The Numbness Revealed – My Coach's Breakthrough Weekend

Hell Darlings, Mistress Gemeas returning with the heart-pounding core of my story. If you've been following, you know the setup: orgasm-less since 2018, medical dead-ends, and a lifeline in energy orgasms via Erotic Blueprints. Now, let's get intimate about that three-day coaching weekend that changed everything.

The Retreat Space

Arriving at the retreat space, I felt exposed, a goddess in waiting, my body humming with horny desperation but silent where it counted. My coach, a wise woman with eyes that saw souls, wasted no time. We began with energy mapping: lying nude on a soft mat, her voice coaxing me to breathe into my yoni. "Feel the numbness," she urged. And I did, my clit, that pearl of pleasure, registered only faint pressure. My labia majora and minora? Like velvet curtains over an empty stage, no spark, no swell.

Tears came first, then determination. She diagnosed energetic blocks from old traumas, the kind that sneak up on a woman juggling life and lust. Scar tissue from abdominal surgeries that crossed my body horizontally below my belly button. Therapy kicked off with castor oil: warm, viscous packs applied directly to my vulva, drawing out stagnation. The heat penetrated, making my inner lips flush for the first time in years, a subtle throb, like blood remembering its way home.

Homework

But the real game-changer was the homework. "Get out of your head," she commanded. No more goal-oriented grinding; that was the trap keeping me numb. Instead: Follow the oil ritual daily, visualize energy flowing like liquid fire through my pussy. Then, procure an Njoy wand, that sleek glass beauty with two bulbous ends, one small for precision, one large for deep surrender. It's a multifunction marvel: insertable, external, endless possibilities.

My assignment? Play without intention. No chasing orgasm. Just explore: Glide the cool glass along my labia, press the smaller ball against my clit hood, let the larger one nestle inside my slick channel. Journal every sensation, the chill warming to heat, the subtle stretch, the emotional floods. "Feel, don't achieve," she said.

Heading home, I was terrified and turned on. My pussy whispered promises of revival. In the next post, I'll share my first wand sessions and the breakthroughs that followed.

How has numbness shown up in your pleasure life? Comment and let's heal together, what tool has unlocked you?

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