Homework and Awakening – Journaling My Way to Energy Bliss
- mistressgemeasbell
- 2 days ago
- 2 min read

Hello, my sensual tribe— Mistress Gemeas continuing this series with the juicy payoff. From numbness to energy orgasms, we've journeyed far. If you're new here, catch up on Posts 1-3 for the full erotic odyssey.
Armed with My New Wand
Back home, armed with castor oil and my new Njoy wand, I committed to the homework like a devotee to her goddess rituals. Out of my head? Easier said than done for an overthinking woman. But I persisted. Mornings started with the oil: soaking a flannel in the warm, earthy liquid, belly rising and falling with deep breaths. It drew heat to my core, softening the numbness, making my vulva feel alive, labia plumping slightly, clit peeking out like it remembered daylight.
Evenings were for the wand. No porn, no rush, just me, naked in candlelight, legs spread wide. I'd start externally: The small ball tracing my outer lips, cool glass kissing skin that hadn't tingled in ages. Sensations flickered— a faint buzz, like static electricity building. Journal entry one: "Glided the wand along my labia; felt a whisper of warmth, but my mind screamed 'faster!' Shut it down. Stayed present. Inner thighs quivered."
Going Deeper
Deeper play came next. Lubed with my own growing arousal (yes, wetness returned!), I'd ease the larger end inside. No thrusting for climax, just holding, rocking gently, feeling the weight press against my G-spot. The fullness was exquisite, stretching my walls without demand. Journal two: "Inserted the big ball; pressure built like a slow tide. No explosion, but energy hummed from pussy to breasts. Tears, release without orgasm. Felt my Sensual Energetic self-emerging."
Week by week, the numbness thawed. Clit sensitivity bloomed; labia responded to touch with eager swells.
And Today?...
Today, I'm orgasming again, hornier than ever. My advice? Get out of your own way. Relax, find the thing that feels 1 percent better than the last thing. Until your body reconnects with you.
What's your next step in pleasure exploration? Tell me in the comments, let's inspire each other to cum alive.



Very sexy well written .